if you can hear me (feat. Eleanor Forte)[Original Song]

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"But I cannot deny the horizon looks kinda lonely..."

One of my favorite aspects of Vocaloid/vocal synth music is the ability to express feelings through story and characters. Mine and Ellie's experiences may not be an exact one-to-one, but these complicated feelings of questioning who really cares about you, of just wanting to belong when it feels like no one wants you around, and feeling like it's your fault...

Available on Spotify and Bandcamp!
https://open.spotify.com/album/0QkfvS9OgRsHXZxjxe5HSl
https://flangermoose.bandcamp.com/album/if-youre-a-lost-cause-and-you-know-it-clap-your-hands

Art by Yu Enmi
https://twitter.com/yuenmi25

Lyrics:
Was the day I opened my eyes
The day your dreams came true
Or was it the day they died?
For my sake you put on a smile
Gave me all that I need
But it was bleeding you dry

I can still remember the rain
On the day I ran away
You couldn't hear the door
Over the shouting
There's no doubting
You were better off before
All the tears I have left to shed
Are in a note beside my bed
It's for the best

If you can hear me I’ll be okay
And I hope that it matters to you in some way
I never meant to let you down
I wanted you to be so proud
But my head was in the clouds
(My head was in the clouds)
If you can hear me I want you to know
That your little dreamer is never letting go
And if you’re not coming with me
Then I guess c’est la vie
But I cannot deny the horizon
Looks kinda lonely

Every now and then I wonder
Are you happier now
That I’m no longer around
To hold you back
Still I hold onto that hope
That the smile
You gave me as a child
Was something real

In time my reflection will heal
But until that day, oh I still feel
Like I don’t belong here
I’ll disappear
I’ll disappear away from you

If you can hear me I’ll be okay
And I hope that it matters to you in some way
I never meant to let you down
I wanted you to be so proud
But my head was in the clouds
(My head was in the clouds)
If you can hear me I want you to know
That your little dreamer is never letting go
And if you’re not coming with me
Then I guess c’est la vie
But I cannot deny the horizon
Looks kinda lonely

(C’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie)
But I cannot deny the horizon
Looks kinda lonely
(C’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie)
But I cannot deny the horizon
Looks kinda lonely
(C’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie)
But I cannot deny the horizon
Looks kinda lonely
(C’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie, c’est la vie)
But I cannot deny the horizon
Looks kinda lonely

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