[Original Song] I'm Angry Again (SynthV Eleanor Forte AI)

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"Loving ones self is easier said than done when you've been treated as though your existence is worthless."

I had started this project sometime in November of last year and initially planned on having it be my last song of 2022, but unfortunately around that time was also when I got EXTREMELY sick for half of December so I couldn't do anything I wanted to uNTIL ONLY RECENTLY FDLHKJFGHLFDGH.

This is a sequel to my song "I wrote this song 'cus I was angry" which you can listen to over here!
https://youtu.be/xYmqkc1VI3Y

BIG BIG THANK YOU TO Rita Leader for helping with the tuning!!! It wouldn't have sounded as nice as it does without her help!!!

All the credits are in the video but I'll also put them here:

Tuning - Rita Leader
Knife - fawneei
Poison Bottle - Mr. Cedes
Gun - Chicken Soba
Bunny Plush - LeeringEyes (This was a commission)

Song and Video - Myself!
Vocals: Eleanor Forte AI, KEVIN

Instrumental + SVP, Please credit me for the song!!! And show me your covers if you want! (I added spaces because youtube fucking sucks, just remove the spaces
https: //mega. nz/file/ ZLQDlLKS # vd9Cog4pi7tybJ1Q27neoXvVzE0cKH7FFr8TfDCFkvw

~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~
Raining down on your parade,
Dancing alone in the masquerade.
Now come on strap on in and enjoy the ride.
Would it kill you to just swallow your pride?

Looks like it seems that we can't agree.
I guess this falls on me, so pardon me.
Ripping down my paper face and securities
I'm melting down down down down, I'm melting down down down.

Doubts in my head pick my every flaw.
Criticize my life like you know it all
"If it's not perfect then why bother trying it at all?"
I'm falling down down down down, I'm falling down down down.

Ah! Tear me into shreds, there's wars in my head.
Can't see the light, don't wanna fight.
Hey, who else should I be?
Anyone but me so you're happy
Ignoring my pleas.

Forgotten once again, don't even know my own name.
The same old, the same lines. I'm counting the looping days.
Loafing apparent, don't know if this is real.
What poisons will I swallow down today?

Raining down on your parade,
Dancing alone in the masquerade.
Now come on strap on in and enjoy the ride.
Would it kill you to just swallow your pride?

Shoot me down if it's all that it takes
Voices are screeching "You know you're fake"
Now go on, hate me then if that's the joy you get
It would kill me though I know they'd just forget.

Stuck living inside a fantasy
I know I'm not perfect so 'scus me please.
Sinking down way too deep into my insanity.
It's going down down down down, it's going down down down.

Backing me down up against the wall.
Mock my every move, such a know-it-all.
Thinking 'bout myself even once would be my downfall.
We're falling down down down down, we're falling down down down.

Ah! Filled my heart with guilt.
The hopes that were built come crashing down, cries that I've drowned.
Hey, if this isn't me
what else should I be so you're happy?
Won't someone set me free?

What's too fast now too slow, sometimes you just don't know.
You say black, then say white. I'm walking through the same haze.
Can't see, I can't breathe. The hands that I can't feel...
What wounds will end up scarring me today?

Words can be lethal, but silence can make it hurt.
(Drowning in the cries, I'm drowning in the high I'm-)
Bite down the bullets, bury me deep in your dirt.
(Falling in the lines, I'm missing all the signs I'm-)

Like a wildfire, your ignorance leaves me burnt to the ashes.
(Burning in the flames, I'm burning in the shame I'm)
If I dance some more, sing my final song...will I be heard?
(Dancing in the grave, I'm dancing in my grave I'm-)
No one knows!!!

Raining down on your parade,
Dancing alone in the masquerade.
Now come on strap on in and enjoy the ride.
Would it kill you to just swallow your pride?

Shoot me down if it's all that it takes
Voices are screeching "You know you're fake"
Now go on, hate me then if that's the joy you get
It would kill me though I know they'd just forget.

Screaming, fighting once again.
Fade through the dances that never end.
Come on just break me free from this crazy ride!
Only one bullet's all it takes to break my mind.

Shut up now and just enjoy the high.
FALLING APART AS OUR WORLDS COLLIDE.
If you "love" me, shout my name a final time.
'Cuz at least I'd know you cared enough to remember that.
But that's too much to ask, right?!