Teenage Joans - Kaleidoscopes (Official Music Video)

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THE ROT THAT GROWS INSIDE MY CHEST (THE FILM)
CHAPTER V: KALEIDOSCOPES

TW: Depictions of blood.

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Directed by JAMIE AL-KAYYALI
Created by TEENAGE JOANS
Teenage Joans Artist Manager is RACHEL WHITFORD

PRODUCER & 1ST AD - JASMINE J. LEECH
2ND AD/UNIT MANAGER - AUSTINN ARRUZZOLO
CINEMATOGRAPHER - RILEY SCOTT
1ST AC - ELLA BURTON
2ND AC - JOSEPH CLARKE
GAFFER - DAN ROSS
GAFF & GRIP - TATIANA GOODE
EDITOR - JAMIE AL-KAYYALI
COLOURIST - RILEY SCOTT

PRODUCTION DESIGNER - RACHEL WHITFORD, BEN ALLEN
STANDBY PROPS/SET DRESSER - RILEY FRASER-WATERS
MAKEUP ARTIST/SFX - ADELE SHEARWIN
CATERING - JASMIN WATKINS
RUNNER & PA - SEAMUS HILL
RUNNER & PA - JAY HUYNH
RUNNER & PA - OWEN BRADLEY
BTS & STILLS - JAI RUCIAK
COMPOSER - JARRED NETTLE
POSTER DESIGN AND TITLES - WILL JOHNSTONE

STARRING (IN ORDER OF APPEARANCE):
SHARDAE SANTOS
MONICA PATTESON
ROBERTA PETRUZZELLI
KATHERINE SORTINI
LEE HEATH
LUNA GRZAN
RACHIE WHITFORD
SEB JAMES
LUCIA FRANKS
SAMUEL BORG
JACKIE ZDANOWICZ
AUSTINN ARRUZZOLO
BEN ALLEN
JORDAN TITO
RUSSELL SLATER
JOEL RYAN
CARL VESTER

AND TEENAGE JOANS
CAHLI BLAKERS
TAHLIA BORG

Filmed on the land of the KAURNA PEOPLE. We acknowledge the traditional owners of the land and pay our respects to elders past and present. Sovereignty was never ceded.


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KALEIDOSCOPES

Can you feel me breathing?
Does it feel like you had hoped?
Am I here or just a ghost?

Staring at the ceiling
Looking through kaleidoscopes
Seeing you just like I know

Turn me inside out
So you can see just what I'm talking about

That night

Can you feel me shaking
In this bed you left me in?
Will I be alone when winter hits?

Turn me inside out
So you can see just what I'm talking about

Turn me into doubt
Why don't we talk instead of shout?

That night
You looked so alive running through the darkness
Yearning like a child in botanic gardens
Glisten for me baby you’re a fucking star

That fight
Didn't have to end our time if we could have stopped it
We didn't have to leave feeling so forgotten
You were everything that I could have wanted

I knew you were on the phone when I started calling
I thought that you'd hang up and you'd ignore me
But you came back when you put me on hold